sweet-secrets-

2011-06-03T20:28:00.000-07:00

大家，请多多支持红花乐团。到脸书按个赞！哦((:

新的工作，新的体验。21岁果然大不同。

2011-05-10T03:19:00.001-07:00

好想立刻飞到苏杭去旅行！

2011-04-24T21:15:00.000-07:00

已经在乌节地带看中了5双2011的春夏鞋子。多亏大选前的$600共享增长金，这些鞋很快就要和我回家了

2011-03-08T19:33:00.000-08:00

えきベンがたべたいよ！

ええ？えきベンがなにか？

えきのベントです。でんしゃでとうきょうからきょうとまでのりたいです((:

おもしろいでしょ？

2011-03-08T05:49:00.000-08:00

dont go go go away.

努力减肥的人，会不会不小心也把勇气减掉？

2011-02-18T04:45:00.000-08:00

the best things in life are often

TAKEN.

ほんとうにざんねんですけどだいじょぶだろとおもいます。
こころはいたくない！

ぜったい。

2010-10-21T19:22:00.000-07:00

うあああ!
がいごくじんとげっこんしたい!!!
ここはちょっとおもしろくないよ...

2010-10-18T03:35:00.000-07:00

不敢面对失败的人，才是真正的败者。
我知道，我知道，我知道！！

我怎么会不知道呢？但是，却还是那么害怕面对失败。

しんぱいしないでください
みんなもげんきじゃないよ。

ほんとうか？

2010-10-17T11:42:00.000-07:00

かわいいせいと

2010-10-05T03:15:00.000-07:00

如果生活空虚怎么办？
赶快收拾收拾，是时候去旅行了！

2010-09-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

日本へもう一度行きたいね！

2010-09-15T21:15:00.000-07:00

不要轻言放弃，
否则对不起自己！

加油加油加油！

2010-09-14T19:50:00.001-07:00

让我一次爱个够~~~~~~

可能，可能，可能有机会

2010-09-12T00:43:00.000-07:00

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜那麽美那麽相信
那麽疯那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过没有你
却又突然听到你的消息

2010-09-04T21:06:00.000-07:00

かわいいね

2010-08-30T06:27:00.000-07:00

这算是自作自受吗？

我真的好失望，从来都没有这么失望过。
可能对其他人来说，这根本没什么好失望的。来日方长，就改次嘛。

我不想改次，我就要现在。

不是说要把握每一个现在吗？怎么全世界都不希望我把我这个十二月？

他们说是我要求过高。
人本来就应该往高处看不是吗？难道要像水往低处流吗？

那样的生活，我才不要。

2010-08-10T04:09:00.000-07:00

旅行へ行きたい!!

きっぷはやすいですね((:

2010-08-02T08:06:00.000-07:00

20岁のたんじょうび

*泣*
2字开头的年龄真的很可怕，似乎代表我不能再马马虎虎过日子了。必须要有谨慎的规划，严谨的步伐才不会一不小心就浪费了青春。如果能像永远青春的hello kitty，那该多好。

2010-07-24T17:24:00.000-07:00

能到处去走一走，真的觉得非常幸福。
但是，好像也会上瘾。
真希望以后的工作能让我到处去走一走。
世界真的很大

2010-07-20T10:41:00.000-07:00

2011年5月，先去日本郊外泡温泉，再去台湾垦丁湾水上活动。
这样的计划真的太完美了。

一定要实现！

2010-07-19T23:59:00.000-07:00

このタイワンりょこうがたのしかった!! そしてともだちがスパフレンドズ((:
だいすきですね.

2010-05-30T19:56:00.000-07:00

if im really going to stay in japan, im definitely going to pick the tokyo suburbs.

mt fuji on 27th and 28th was just AMAZING. like, staying at a ryokan that overlooks mt fuji at a really close distance? and night onsen with rock pools? you just dont get these in singapore. shopping is just GRREEAATTT here. alittle expensive, but i really love it. harajuku, shibuya, shinjuku station malls and all the depatos. they have SO MUCH MORE STUFF TO LOOK AT

had a SUSHI BOWL at tsukiji today. sadly, the market was closed so we couldnt actually see how the haggling and bidding was done. but still, the sushi bowl was really OISHII!! all the ramens and curry rice and omu rice and rice balls and pastries, im defenitely going to miss them when im back in singapore. *or rather, when im in hongkong*

the students have way too many excursions. and i swear, everyone EVERYONE has something hanging on their handphones which already look damn cool.

people watching at the tokyo streets? BEST ACTIVIY OF ALL TIMES

2010-05-24T07:14:00.000-07:00

which bag should i get!!!!

large reversible bag, jan2010 collection, SGD345

spring collection, slightly different from photos with only grey, champagne and white. material shiny and bag strap is pleated. this is only SGD285.

AND there is also this tommy girl bag for SGD130.

2010-05-20T09:00:00.000-07:00

tokyo e ikimasu!!

can't wait to see disney, puro, ghibli!!
and go for boating like shinchan((:

be back soon

2010-05-10T20:02:00.000-07:00

BBL reversible bags!!! i MUST have get one of these((:

Agnes dotted voyage bag. Saw this in singapore already, but there was only black. the sales person said they don't have grey. BUT one of my k1's mom has the grey version! if i see it in Japan, i shall get the small grey one((:

Agnes B gold embossed tote!!! i really want this too((:

2010-05-10T19:25:00.000-07:00

Movie; Puppy love

Dinner; Sakae Pasta House

Dessert; Big O

2010-05-10T18:29:00.000-07:00

at the double helix bridge on LABOUR DAY, it was SOO crowdeddd!!

at Putien restaurant

Movie at GV Marina; The Bounty Hunter

Tea at Marina((:

LRT; last lecture!!

Farewell at airport((:

2010-04-27T04:48:00.000-07:00

i feel really 失败.

all along, i was looking for someone, somewhere, something to pin my love on.
i thought i loved my girlfriends, i thought i loved taiwan and japan, i thought i loved hello kitty.

but i was wrong.

原来我从来都没有尝试去真正喜欢任何东西

原来我从来都没有资格去喜欢任何东西

原来，我是冷血的。

2010-04-17T20:39:00.000-07:00

好多电影想看哦!

2010-04-11T18:01:00.000-07:00

家里的诱惑是什么?
外头的诱惑又是什么?
如果非二选一不可，我一定一定选家里。
越是长大，越是能够了解家里的安全感。

但是，安全感是不好的。

2010-04-09T10:52:00.000-07:00

OMG, this is SOO amusing. the deck is having a meeting! as in, the stall aunties and uncles are having a briefing!! the "head" is like telling everyone to clean the plates and cups properly, telling them not to let students anyhow put up advertisments and let students interview them...

2010-04-06T19:38:00.000-07:00

由豆导、小天、彭于晏所呈现的“我在垦丁天气晴”

夏日的阳光和海边，虽然在新加坡全年无休，但却比不过短短几个月台湾垦丁的魅力。

擦好防晒，吸进小腹，换上泳装，垦丁我来了！！

2010-04-05T19:34:00.000-07:00

2010-04-01T21:18:00.001-07:00

universal studios in LA and Singapore. not that much difference i guess?

2010-03-29T21:29:00.000-07:00

much to my surprise, two of my students from sat 10.45 class also went to universal THE SAME DAY AS I DID!!! haha. isnt sg so SMALLLLL

more photos from jessica.

impromptu shot with PENGUINS! lol, we managed to track them down for a better shot later
shrek's palace

his swamp..

please dont buy a gingy if your like me-- it took me alot of courage to bite off his arm><

hat shop! there's ALOT of cute hats there!(:

oscar/ grammp whatever.

i LOVE this photo.

po the panda. he looked rather weird in real person. bear.

special effects show.

betty boob

this was supposed to be a marilyn monroe pose....

franks

2010-03-27T06:08:00.000-07:00

breakfast at macs before we enter....
UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE!

rockfellars from NY, they're imba good((:

really REALLY wet ride><

awww, didnt manage to take the galatica ride!!!

best ride here, revenge of the mummies(except for the roller coaster that i missed)

tiring teacup spinning ride at sci fi><

GINGY!!!!hearts

O.O

((:

avenue of stars (that i dont know of)

charlie chaplin

penguins CAN fly

sci fi city character

puss in boots!!!! awwwww> mummy warriors. they kind of have the best costumes..

new york streets

im REALLY not in singapore. its MRT not subway..

louis pizza

almost failed jump shot><

our FAVOURITE ride (its just a merry go round) but the characters are ALL SO CUTE!! we had to take it twice so we can take photos with every single character. lol

more photos with jessica, but it was really not too bad((:

2010-03-25T17:32:00.000-07:00

just when i was thinking how detached i can actually get at NUS (which really isnt such a bad thing actually)i mean, its not always when you can have time ALL to yourself, like every step you take from the bus stop to lecture halls to tutorial rooms to library and back to the bus stop again.

just how much whizzed through my head i really don't know--

what should i watch tonight, 康熙or 麻辣？
what topic should i present for FMA?
when can i go k-boxing again?
what about SEP applications?
what should i buy from japan?
how much can i earn if i take up one more class?
what's discount in japanese?
should i change my major?

but just when i thought THAT, i met jiayun, minzhi and clarice. so yeah, FASS isn't that small right?

but according to dr pam ss, bristol isnt all that great for an asian girl reading undergraduate? i dont know. maybe i should consider myself lucky that i didnt end up there?

十八- 伍思凯
十八岁的你，看到了现在的你，会有什么想法？
会讨厌还是赞叹？

2010-03-25T02:56:00.000-07:00

i used to be SUCH a fan, i'll probably get back at least SGD800 if i were to sell all the merchandise and CDs and VCDs and DVDs i bought (at the same price of course)

but now...

2010-03-21T18:23:00.000-07:00

supposed to be working on either essay, report, presentation(S), readings, tutorials etcccc.... but just couldnt resist looking for more info about Japan!<3<3

2010-03-21T18:13:00.000-07:00

2010-03-01T22:14:00.000-08:00

太累了吗？怎么一天到晚都生病不舒服？

拜金无罪，请继续努力工作赚钱。

2010-02-21T03:54:00.000-08:00

“如果你的爸爸像我的爸爸，那你就不会担心经济不景气啦！”--梁家妇女

2010-02-11T17:39:00.000-08:00

DONE!! yay im done with my essay! it didnt feel like a really good piece of work, but i really cant bear to look at it again. i really cant wait to dump it into the pigeon hole and start my CNY hols((: hopefeully i wont do too badly, i mean, i was supposed to mug hard and pull up my disgraceful CAP this sem. but really, i cant get rid of the slackerrr gene in me><

anyways, looking forward to visiting HC tmr for CNY celebs!!<3<3

2010-02-07T19:25:00.000-08:00

its not such a good idea to hav a 3 day week afterall. not only am i COMPLETELY exhausted after my schooling days, i also have a tendency to relax TOO MUCH when i dont have school. its like, im supposed to be keeping up with readings, researching on projects or working on essays for my free days since im completely swamped on sat and sun with work and meetings. yet, i find myself flicking through magazines or watching variety shows or trying out new recepies or looking up for more ryokans in kyoto. sem 2 is almost already half way through and i dont even FEEL like im in school mode at all.

that's it, i can pretty much kiss good bye to improving my CAP for this sem.

at least i completed majo saiban, so i wont be distracted to watch drama; that is assuming i dont start on another one

i want a black giant city!!!!

2010-02-03T06:11:00.000-08:00

gosh, i think im going crazy><

2010-02-02T04:02:00.000-08:00

好刺激！

2010-02-01T04:13:00.000-08:00

终于完了！
下一部应该看什么好呢？

2010-01-29T03:56:00.000-08:00

感冒了。
虽然自己会煮菊花蜜糖水来喝，但是总会希望有个人来呵护。

桃花桃花几月开
一月桃花朵朵开

Myspace Layouts

2010-01-28T05:10:00.000-08:00

石头剪刀布，石头剪刀布
一把剪刀，两把剪刀
变成小白兔

2010-01-27T05:31:00.000-08:00

拜金无罪，但真的非常非常累人。
女孩儿们，加油吧！为了双C包，我们在拼命也值得！

2010-01-25T20:07:00.000-08:00

i need to block all sites which prevents me from working hard and improving my CAP.
this is so depressing; why do i have to deprive myself from one of the few remaining joys in life?

海派has流星花园written ALL OVER IT. probably cause they're both by 柴制作。i hope it ends soon.

2009-12-26T00:54:00.001-08:00

请为了大家，努力好起来

2009-12-07T20:21:00.000-08:00

omg, so he's not even 三莲会的太子，he's THE太子. and the ending was rather cute when 英雄was chasing the criminal and his body guards were like chasing HIM to like protect him or sth. as if HE needs protecting. haha

its kind of sad when i think about how there's no more 英雄，痞子，小马to look forward to. but miwako is so cute and bimbo that its much more relaxing to watch her crack cases((:

2009-12-03T00:50:00.001-08:00

OMG, so its the other way round!! everyone was fooled! 英雄才是三莲会的太子!

2009-12-02T17:38:00.000-08:00

10 christmas outfits!!

2009-12-01T18:56:00.000-08:00

FINALLY, im done with sem1. yes, im ONLY at sem 1. and yet, i feel like dying already. i want to blame it on the 8-month break that probably rusted my brain, but everyone else seems to be managing fine. esp the guys, seriously, i have NO IDEA how they do it. after like 2 yrs of non-mug mood, how can they possibly get back into school so easily?

didnt managed to catch up with mad girls lately, but met jiaying! it was really fun and kind of reminded me of all the good old times we had. i hate growing up. cause the changes are inevitable and kind of COMPULSORY.

but i dont want to change;

that's it.

http://blog.sina.com.cn/waziwawa

songping!! look what i found!!((:

2009-11-28T07:41:00.000-08:00

no coffee, no morning
no you, no love

2009-11-28T06:21:00.001-08:00

rarr, i just CANT seem to concentrate on what's impt.

maybe, nothing's important to me anymore

its so peaceful to be a hamster

2009-11-22T05:06:00.000-08:00

i cant wait for may 2010.

2009-11-15T18:01:00.000-08:00

http://www.longchamp.com/en/home-e-shopping/home-sur-mesure-usa/sur-mesure-etape-1-561.html

this shall be a christmas present from myself to myself

2009-11-09T12:55:00.000-08:00

i am SO f***ed pissed with this. i mean, HELLO? i woke up at 4am in the morning to wait for YOUR part? when both of the other 2 are ALREADY done? and can you stop giving empty promises? like "oh, around 6" and when i tell you "before 8" you said okay.

then "by midnight"
and it's f***king 4am the next day

i still haven't received it.

WTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTHWTH

2009-11-09T05:32:00.000-08:00

告诉我什么是爱
要怎么做才不会遗憾
告诉我什么是爱和被爱

this is SO tiring. i cant even stop to munch a candy bar. oh well, at least i'll burn calories

2009-10-31T23:23:00.000-07:00

otaku for anything pretty((:

2009-10-30T09:03:00.000-07:00

叫chen lin 的人是不是都很讨人厌？怎么我会那么讨厌这个名字呢？

i NEED the adrenaline rush. NAO

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZzP_69ZTFk

2009-10-29T05:14:00.001-07:00

its nice to find people that you can click with.

im rather happy in school now:DD

2009-10-28T23:24:00.000-07:00

why do some people get ALL THE LUCK?

i mean, i think im considered very lucky and all already. its just that when you look at some other people that don't put in much efforts and get all that they want easily. it kind of makes you want to slack and hope for a miracle as well.

maybe im just a jealous slacker.

得奖的事真的很好笑，请大家多多支持！

2009-10-26T05:13:00.000-07:00

the mintute 三联会会长said “对我来说，他是一个非常重要的人”(refering to 陈在天aka仔仔), i KNEW he's going to be his son or sth. cause 陈在天 said previously that 何小玫is the only other person that cares for him as he is (before his makeover)apart from his mother. so NO FATHER. i BET he is the 私生子of the 三联会会长, ie, he and 陈琳 are siblings and hence, 不可能在一起！

那如果陈在天不能和陈林在一起，是否会成全吴英雄（赵又廷）呢？还是，吴英雄最后还是会选择一直都陪在他身边的蓝西英（张钧甯）？而蓝西英到底又是怎样的人？对吴英雄而言，蓝西英真的只是个很重要的朋友吗？蓝西英周围为什么总有一股说不出的神秘感？陈琳的直率似乎能让观众百分之百肯定她是个生长在黑社会的好人，但故事情节是否会有出乎意料的转折？

就让痞子英雄再次率帅气登场解密吧！

还有多十二集！

2009-10-25T19:43:00.000-07:00

如果有机会飞上星空，
就要握紧手中的气球。
跌出时空的恐慌与痛，
会一直在内心里逗留。

2009-10-24T22:22:00.001-07:00

someone said to me, "give me 10 reasons why you want to get attached?"

i could only think of 2.

than she said, "how about 10 reasons why you do not want to get attached?"

i rattled off 11 without even thinking.

shit, i must be the weirdest person ever.

窗外的麻雀在电线杆上多嘴
你说这一句很有夏天的感觉
手中的铅笔在纸上来来回回
我用几行字形容你是我的谁
秋刀鱼的滋味猫跟你都想了解
初恋的香味就这样被我们寻回
那温暖的阳光象刚摘的鲜艳草莓
你说你舍不得吃掉这一种感觉

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
院子落叶跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶像诗里纷飞的美丽章节
我接着写把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就象雨水
院子落叶跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页

那饱满的稻穗幸福了这个季节
而你的脸颊像田里熟透的蕃茄
你突然对我说七里香的名字很美
我此刻却只想亲吻你倔强的嘴

雨下整夜我的爱溢出就象雨水
院子落叶跟我的思念厚厚一叠
几句是非也无法将我的热情冷却
你出现在我诗的每一页
整夜我的爱溢出就像雨水
窗台蝴蝶像诗里纷飞的美丽章节
我接着写把永远爱你写进诗的结尾
你是我唯一想要的了解

2009-10-22T05:45:00.000-07:00

oh shit, i obviously don't know what is the meaning of BROKE><>yet, i went out to buy a grey studded bandage dress from BYSI with ping last fri. not to mention this pair of grey-topshop-look-alike loafers from bata for only $19.90. it was like SUCH a good deal that i cannot help but GLOAT about it. plus, everyone seems to take it that i really DID buy them from topshop for 80bucks. or sth like that. HARHAR, i always mix the real stuff with the fake ones so no one can tell which is which. but most of the time, i just burn a hole in my pocket with the real ones >< >< ><

anyway, for all those that are looking for schoolish loafers, bata has quite a decent collection((:

(oh wait, i have to mention that last sat when i was left alone for 30mins, i bought a kitty ribbon underwear, watermelon lipbalm, pink furry bedroom slippers from cotton-on, and 2 jap/tw magazines)

so despite my resolution, i bought a pair of golden dupe flipflops at nus yih orange week (for only $10!! how can i not buy them right?!). and i bought another black/red ripped body con online.

DAMN IT

2009-10-20T20:10:00.000-07:00

2009-10-20T19:32:00.000-07:00

yes, this is exactly how i feel now.

2009-10-18T08:59:00.000-07:00

besties are like ice cream; they never fail to cheer you up((:

just some random phots with dancers((: or should i say, ONE dancer seeing how the other two are slacking. LOL((:

ion's cool toilet with 10000000 mirrors and reflective surfaces((: [18 Oct]

PS's not-so-nice ladies; but there's sufficient reflective surfaces for vainpots like me so its okay.

any, jiaying and i are supposed to be wearing twin dresses- im horizontal and she's diagonal!

[2 Oct]

right after we have our hairs cuts at fareast. and jiaying has curled hair!!! haha. its quite nice so i shall pscho her to do a perm with me the next time i get one((: [21 sept]

2009-10-13T03:10:00.000-07:00

omg, i absolutely HATE and LOATHE the way we have to download all the nec study materials. its not that im used to the spoonfeeding ways of JC, like they just dump the entire stack to you and you dont have to worry about reading the wrong stuff or missing out or anything.

how does uni operates before we get IVLE anyway? im betting things are alot less complicated. the webcasts and ppts and everything is just driving me crazy.

2009-10-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

okay, i sort of understand why people listen to jpop and kpop even if they dont understand what its singing at all. it IS kind of addictive to watch their MVs. but i think its more fun when you can actually SING it out. so maybe when i finally finally learn jap.

2009-10-12T05:21:00.000-07:00

想你就像深呼吸

来不及说声：“不要走”

我也不想这样，可是我太平凡渺小了

一直都拿不出勇敢向前冲的力量

番茄熟后，会多红呢？

2009-10-11T06:56:00.000-07:00

friday frenzy with my dearies.

soup spoon feast((:

okay, this is so fun at mon, accessories!! i wanna move to paris and wear that!!

tang in disguise((:

pink feathers are so *hearts!* <3<3

tang's hidden smile((x

BLINGBLING!

ping and her dreamy bling hp advert

tang's turn! this is totally a pro advert shot((x

pseudo L shot (and totally spoiled by a BLING phone haha)

dont my nails match ping's phone!!! xoxo

me working hard on my nails

tang and her bling-bling-floating-hearts phone

my turn for hidden smile and ping's phone! and my nails of course <3

burgerr

bleah<3

say cheese! xD

law undergrads and blingbling love LOL

law undergrads in phone advert

byebye

2009-10-10T23:54:00.000-07:00

sato takeru <3<3

xoxoxox

2009-10-04T22:49:00.000-07:00

终于做了这个决定

别人怎么说我听

只要你也一样的肯定

好想按一按快速按钮，立刻到考完试后的十二月。

2009-10-01T04:56:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for the 8 weeks to pass.

the sun and sea breeze will definitely do me good((:

2009-09-24T01:13:00.000-07:00

2009-09-23T00:53:00.000-07:00

DIFFICULT FRIENDS

difficult friends expect you to run to them;
like bees going to flowers and boys going to girls

difficult friends don't say nothing;
like your silent teddy bear and smiling gollywog

difficult friends are sinful;
like bars of chocolate and tubs of ice cream

difficult friends are everywhere;
like stretching sand dunes and endless oceans

difficult friends are too good for me;
i'd rather be friendless><

of course im not saying all my friends are difficult. just lamenting the fact that some are, and yet, how on earth do you point that out? it's been so disappointing recently that i just want to watch more Fugoh Keiji and pretend im a pink jewel in a glasshouse world.

2009-09-22T23:19:00.000-07:00

gakko ja oshierarenai, its nice to live in someone else's world for a change.

2009-09-21T21:30:00.000-07:00

i hate everything right now. okay, not EVERYTHING cause i still love TV and shun and yuya and shu. but apart from that and a handful of girlfriends i cant's seem to shake off this hateful feeling for every other thing.

am i going bad? i can totally feel my heart turning a dull shade of black. like apples left out too long in the open, i feel myself rotting slowly from the inside, outside. what happened? why can't i live in a world of pink and roses and hello kitties?

2009-09-14T06:35:00.000-07:00

who says that uni life will be slacker?

its a LIE okay, a HUGE LIE

because i used to be able to:

1) watch more TV
2) watch more videos online
3) read more magazines (and that includes intellectul print like TIME of course)
4) shop more online AND offline
5) stay in school to chitchat till evening
6) not pay attention in lectures
7) still able to do about 70% of my tutorials
8) not prepare for lectures AT ALL
9) not prepare fot tutorials AT ALL
10) sleep at least 6 to 7 hours (or more) during non exam periods

it turns out that all these are off limits to me now. and supposed its alot worst for the law people. oh well.

2009-09-05T02:25:00.000-07:00

寂寞恋人的孤单，真的会比孤独一个人的寂寞还寂寞吗？
也许，我们都太天真，太爱想象了。

你的笑容是恩惠
世界难得那麽美
於是追要你陪
可惜本能终会将美丽汗水
化成泪水

黑夜之所以会黑
叫醒人心里的鬼
在游说在萦回
在体内是什麽在把我摧毁
在伤痕累累

我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废
做什麽都不对
oh … i'm not okay

我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰
无论(有)多虚伪

空虚并非是词汇
能够形容的魔鬼
它支配着行为
能摆脱寂寞我什麽都肯给
就像个傀儡

我可以无所谓
寂寞却一直掉眼泪
人类除了擅长颓废
做什麽都不对
oh … i'm not okay

我假装无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰

我也无所谓
才看不到心被拧碎
人在爱情里越残废
就会越多安慰
无有多虚伪

2009-08-28T20:20:00.000-07:00

maybe i'll settle for melbourne cause i realise i have a cousin studying there! not that i'll go crash at her place; but at least she can recommend good deals and stuff. from what i remember, the last time i went melbourne, it was super metropolitan. but that's okay i guess. i love cities. but i think it's going to be super hot and stuffy? not too sure but when i went in early november the previous time, i remember there were days that were really baking hot and the temperature shot to almost 40 degrees C.

according to the official melbourne travel website;

DECEMBER
The weather is less changeable in December than it is in November, although it still can be quite varied. Cool and cloudy conditions can prevail for some days at a time during which the temperature remains below 20ºC. There are also some hot days, temperatures exceeding 30ºC on about six occasions, but hot weather does not often last for more than two days at a time. There have, however, been occasions when it persisted for much longer. Hot days are sometimes accompanied by an unpleasant north wind, which can be quite strong. On about two days high temperatures are associated with high humidity and there may be thunderstorms in the late afternoon on these occasions. Hot weather often comes to an end with an abrupt cool change when the temperature may fall by about 10ºC in twenty minutes. Some of these changes are accompanied by showers and thunderstorms then followed by strong and cold southwesterly winds. Nights are usually mild yet during hot weather the temperature overnight may not fall below 20ºC. Heavy rain falls on occasions.

oh god, that means you have to pack like all sorts of clothings to prepare for the sudden drop and rise in temperatures>< okay, a short trip would do.

2009-08-27T22:21:00.000-07:00

was checking the NUS school calander and i realise we have a month or so hols from dec onwards after our sem 1 exams. it seems only right and justifiable to take a trip after schooling for a sem. so i decided to start searching for potential destinations.

1) Perth, Australia. i've only been there once when i was a kid around 5 or 6 only so there's absolutely no impression left over from that place. but the photographs look really great so i thought it might be a good idea to pop there again for a relaxing short trip with beaches, farmstays and parks.

2) Adelaide, Australia. i haven't been to this part of Aussie before, but from what i heard while working at worldvision, it's also a very enjoyable place((: i guess most places in Aussie are very relaxing and have great sceneries. so i guss its just a matter of which one is slighly more interesting. and cheaper of course!

3) Hang Zhou/ Suzhou, China. okay, i know its kind of weird to suddenly want to go there. but i was browsing some photos online about these places and they seem to look really pretty! but it might not be the best time to visit at the end of the year cause their sceneries are not in their best forms.

4) Sanya, China. another touristy beach place. never thought of going there previously, but there was this regular customer from worldvision that strongly recommended this place so i might consider it as well.

5) Bali, Indonesia. this is like the most budget i think. but it still can be intersting i guess. just that hope its not going to be like desaru, lang kawi, batam. cause i've been to these places and im not exactly thrilled...

okay, i now desperately need another tuition job. cause i plan to go to taiwan and japan during the summer break in 2010.

2009-08-20T20:34:00.000-07:00

双面人的可怕
但有曾想过，他们的可悲？

2009-08-18T18:31:00.000-07:00

okay, i sort of need a dress. but i dont think its such a good idea for me to go to F21 and browse what dresses they have now. cause now i end up wanting EVERY SINGLE DRESS. okay, not to that extent but i saw at least 10 dresses that i really LOVE.

sigh, i should just wear my old dresses><

my favourite dress for this collection!!! the gauzy material, poofy-ness, straps and sweetheart neckline<3<3<3<3>

also very preetttyy and sort of like the first piece, but there's lesser gauze.

i LOVE the ruffles and the halter! but i gues i have to loose another !@#$%^&kg before i can fit into it><

i thought this was super cute too, with the puff. but it'll definitely not work on me cause of the strapless sweethear neckline)):

this looks like something i already have, but i can't resist the lace!

it's the lace again! oh and the halter part too..

this is like soooooo sweet! i have to get one of these dresses these days!

i thought the cutting kind of makes you less pear-ish? rather suitable for me i guess. and the studds!!!!

ruffles and chiffon!!! xoxo

what a cute PINK party dress! i love the way the hem poofs out((:

love the navy guaze that's poking out from beneath. and the square neckline too!!

this is just a standard all-function dress. i guess i should get one of these too!

i LOVE the rose prints!! oh and the pink too.lol

the lace, the lace! need we say anymore?

2009-08-16T18:06:00.000-07:00

如果青春只剩一张绝版海报
把你贴在额角
收藏你的背影变成无价之宝
由我到处炫耀
走路都在飘吃不饱睡不好
脑袋都坏掉心狂跳太糟糕
有没有听到千里外我对你呼叫

怎么办我越来越爱
快给我大声公告白
爱就爱马上要精彩不要彩排
为你哭为你笑为你down 为你high
不抵抗不耍赖不悔改
管他的青红或皂白
只要对你崇拜
留你成为世界最后一个偶像
灵魂找到食粮
不管你有没有空档分我目光
沦为快乐调调
走路都在飘吃不饱睡不好
脑袋都坏掉心狂跳太糟糕
有没有听到千里外渺小的呼叫
怎么办我越来越爱
默契是最夸张的舞台
第一个冲到第一排比谁都快
为你哭为你笑为你down 为你high
不抵抗不耍赖不悔改
管他的青红或皂白
只要对你崇拜

Oh My God 我越来越爱
享受这宿命的安排
眼看你致命的风采排山倒海
为你哭为你笑为你down 为你high
不抵抗不耍赖不悔改
越刹车越停不下来反而越来越爱
Oh My God 我越来越爱
不必爱天都塌下来
爱若是你给的天灾我要被害
为你恨为你爱为你坏为你乖
不应该更应该才活该
越忍耐越停不下来
只能越来越爱
越来越爱我大声告白 oh 看我使坏
只能越来越爱
只能越来越爱
如果青春只剩一张绝版海报
把你贴在额角

2009-08-15T19:39:00.000-07:00

本以为每天都睡足10小时的我不会那么容易挂掉。但今天回到家，洗完澡后，我从早上九点一直睡到傍晚六点，中间从来没醒过。从前的我到底到哪里了？是不是渐渐随着岁月的流逝，偷偷地消失了？不断地揣摩，但人生就是这个样子。布瓜的世界，也许比较有趣。

我想过一件事

不是坏的事

一直对自己坚持

爱情的意思

像风没有理由轻轻吹着走

谁爱谁没有所谓的对与错

不管时间

说着我们在一起有多坎坷

我不敢去证实

爱你两个字

不是对自己矜持

也不是讽刺

别人都在说我其实很无知

这样的感情被认定很放肆

我很不服

我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制

每天想我一次

如果你因为我而诚实

如果你看我的电影

听我爱的CD

如果你能带我一起旅行

如果你决定跟随感觉

为爱勇敢一次

如果你说我们有彼此

如果你会开始相信

这般恋爱心情

如果你能给我如果的事

我不敢去证实

爱你两个字

不是对自己矜持

也不是讽刺

别人都在说我其实很无知

这样的感情被认定很放肆

我很不服

我还在想着那件事

如果你已经不能控制

每天想我一次

如果你因为我而诚实

如果你看我的电影

听我爱的CD

如果你能带我一起旅行

如果你决定跟随感觉

为爱勇敢一次

如果你说我们有彼此

如果你会开始相信

这般恋爱心情

如果你能给我如果的事

如果你已经不能控制

每天想我一次

如果你因为我而诚实

如果你看我的电影

听我爱的CD

如果你能带我一起旅行

如果你决定跟随感觉

为爱勇敢一次

如果你说我们有彼此

如果你会开始相信

这般恋爱心情

我只要你一件如果的事

我会奋不顾身的去爱你

2009-08-11T17:32:00.000-07:00

it's really no joke going for classes NOT KNOWING A SINGLE PERSON AT ALL. well, it's actually all my own fault for not going for any camps and not actively finding out who else would be taking the same modules. i mean, knowing how 路痴 i am, i was EXTREMELY DISTURBED when i stepped off the bus at 07.55AM when my lecture starts at 8.00AM. it took me almost 7mins to find the correct lecture theatre (all the while trying to convince myself that i did alight at the correct bus stop -- WHICH I DID so stop sniggering S:).

but apparently punctuality is not much of a virtue here, because no one (the lecturer included) gives a damn about those that came in late. and there are people that come STROLLING IN A GOOD 25MINS LATE BY THE FRONT DOOR. omgdness, i think i would've died of embarrassment or skipped the lecture altogether or something.

and after the terrifying 2 hour lecture (the lecturer's really nice and the content is very interesting too -- i just dont think i can cope as well as other modules cause it IS a level 2000 module plus its something im totally unfamiliar with), i was completely on my own again. i tried to look for the library, and eventually found it (after heading in the completely wrong direction and ending up at some other faculty's grounds) but realised that you need the matri card to get in. i didnt lose it, i just forgot to bring it. so no aircon, i had to settle for the benches by the lockers.

and then it was time for the second lecture of the day. GE1101, proved to be more popular than i had expected. i thought only like 80 plus people would turn up. but surprisingly, we filled the entire LT11. and apparently there ARE people there that i know. just that i didnt know they would take this module.

and now im home again, realizing how much readings i have even thought classes has barely started. okay, GAMBATE KUDASAI!!! i just need to try my best for the JDP. but from what i heard from the tea session last fri, only 3 geog majors were sent the last time round and one of them has a perfect CAP score of 5.0. im so sure, that is totally possible for ME. i am so dead.

明天我就开始上汉学课了。除了基本的导论笔记，我从网上也找到了十份阅读资料。过目一看，我差点昏了过去。程度怎么那么高？？！！！！！

2009-08-07T20:35:00.000-07:00

就快开学了。

本来有些抗拒的，但想想后却觉得这也未尝不是件好事？八个月的大假，已经让我玩到腻了。妈妈还说我其实已经算幸运了--在这次大假中做了好多好多事。

1）A水准一考完，小姑就带我去上卷。上完卷度的头发果然很难维持，每天洗澡后，都必须花上20-30分钟，耐心处理我宝贵又昂贵的卷发><
2）毕业舞宴当然要参加，但确实是个非常之昂贵的经验。裙子、饰品、包包、高跟鞋。还有入门卷。加起来都够我出个短程了！
3）春节每年都要过，而且都还差不多。但是，我们仍坚持要过。也许，是为了家庭团聚，还有更重要的，收红包！！
4）台湾之旅；这是我们从2008年十一月就开始计划的，也可以说是考完A水准后，我最最最期待的。除了买东西、吃东西，我们也观光了不少、杀了不少价、拍了不少照、看了不少帅哥美女。总而言之，与松憑的台湾之旅只能用一字形容；赞！！
5）因为在台湾花了不少，所以就必须归来乖乖赚钱。不得已就在丽棠工作的地方找份工。通电售货员。真是闷到极点。不过薪水还算不错，所以就勉强签了约。
6）在华中每年都会举行的售票戏剧之夜，我今年也没例外，回去看了看。真的会有些失望，尤其当我想起我们去年的光彩。唉...
7）成绩终于揭晓了，A水准不再是噩梦，而不过是我人生必经之路罢了。成绩不算优越，但要求不高的我，还算满意。
8）开始呈交入学表，我的天啊，也会不会太多了！也因此这样，我把这当成请辞的假借口。我又成为无业游民了...
9）和表妹一起报名上国标课
10）开始在网上追看连续剧
11）托老爸替我的介绍，我又开始工作了。这次是在一家旅行社，那里的人都很友善，很愿意教导我。从他们身上也学了很多和旅游业有关的知识，下次出国应该会回到那里求询有什么好康((:
12）每年都举行、售票爆满、引人瞩目的舞蹈之夜又回来了。今年我们是以校友的身份来参加。这次的演出学弟学妹们采用了新的表演方式，以“烂漫校园风”的小品把舞蹈都串成一支有连贯性的大表演。我们校友的参与得到了好评，但却是我们最后一次在华中礼堂的舞台上表演了。
13）觉得自己太久没有动脑筋了，所以想出了自我挑战的方式。从图书馆借来很多参考书--我开始自己学日语了！
14）本来应该是和朋友们一起到香港血拼的，但不料在上飞机前的那一刻，我的体温竟然标高。平时一向冷冷（体温通常只有35-36左右）又健康（一年生病不超过3，4次）的我，真的真的发烧了。就没辙啦，必须乖乖地在家休养，无法和朋友们一起出国。
15）想在开学之前再次过过懒人生活，就把旅行社的工作辞掉了。我就只剩下小二华文补习来维持我奢侈的生活态度了。
16）因为第一次去不成，所以又拉着爸妈一起到香港去。与台湾相比，香港真是太令人失望了。虽然血拼了不少，但却毫无旅游的惊喜。
17）做小本生意听起来还蛮好玩的，但亲身体验后，我对生意人有了新的敬佩。我的手工饰品本来只是要给自己和朋友，顺便打发时间才做的。后来朋友说有商机，所以才“合股”开始做买卖。但是这次的经验告诉我，我绝对不是个好商人！
18）参与了戏剧盒艺树人的公演，《城S》。工作虽然简单，但却唤起我对舞台的热诚。好想再次回到戏剧的幕后，或舞蹈的台前。
19）终于想通了，把我长到腰的卷发剪短了。虽然还是有一定的长度与卷度，但却让我轻松了很多。
20）第一次到大学府听讲，也不是什么重要的课。而是工作人员替我们介绍大学的操作方式与念书环境。真的和高中差很多，也自有很多。不过我老是觉得冒失的我一定会忘了些什么。保姆般的照顾还是有点令人怀念。
21）19岁的生日似乎没什么特别。过了18，但又还没到可怕的20。多谢朋友们热心的庆祝和温馨的礼物。生日时有你们陪在身边，变得更值得庆祝！<3<3
22）又到大学府去，这次是去参加个简单的研讨会。说是让我们有机会提出对FASS的任何疑问，也鼓励我们提出改进的建议。但最后只有5位学生来参加。工作人员却有6位，让大家都觉得有些小尴尬。不过，人少也未尝不是件好事？工作人员和导师们因此能够更深入了解我们的需求，针对我们想念的课，提出量身定做的解答。

下个星期二就正式上课了。真的有些迫不及待，又害怕受伤害的感觉。呵呵，这好像有点太严重了:P

2009-07-28T16:04:00.000-07:00

orientation talks (as usual) was rather boringg. i spent like over 80% of the time doodling/staring into space/chatting/zoning off. and the remaining 20% listening to things that is apparently already online (according to minzhi). but neverthless, i think they were rather enriching. in another sense i guess. the people that turned up (about 30 to 60 are going to be my class mates out of the 1600, given how 冷门 my prefered course of modules are) are really different to what i was so used to back in NY and HC. its big time for me to get my lazy ass out of my comfort zone and go meet more people. NOT/

i mean, i know myself all to well. if i try to cut myself some slack and go hang out with people and have fun, i'm definitely going to do badly. not so much as flunking out of uni but i might not make the courses and progs that i want.

坚持自己的信念；谈何容易
遵守自己的承诺；并非易事
维护自己的梦想；全心全意
建设自己的未来；万无一失

在心里幻想了上千次的未来，和现实生活中的明天真是差太远了。真恨不得快开始上课，好让我转移注意力、耗费掉空出来的精神。这样就再也不会胡思乱想了。

闭上眼就仿佛回到昨天
手微微出汗的错觉
一瞬间我看穿你的笑脸
藏不住的爱期待冒险
纸飞机投进心里面
只担心你没有发现
指头绕头发一圈一圈
写着我的思念
现在你是否和我一样
懒懒对天空胡思乱想
穿上云朵系上阳光
爱让我们飞翔
我猜现在你一定也想
轻轻画我在你的心上
在你心里真重要
分分秒秒不顾一切去想

高木雄也的青春，小旬栗的稳重
哇噻，是不是电视剧看太多了？！

2009-07-28T15:57:00.000-07:00

i wanted to get a standard mulburry icon tote (brown) but with the denim stripes (round) that is on 50% sale at Hong Kong Elements Shopping Mall. however, the carrier still costs SGD600 after the discount)): i guess i'll have to wait for a few more years.

2009-07-13T23:42:00.000-07:00

i am BACK!! finally, in singapore.

hong kong was not as great as i thought it would be. sure, they have like much more international brands and greater aparrel variety within each brand as compared to sg. but most of the shopping malls are offering more or less the same brands as we have back at home. just that the discounts there are much more outragous- like since when does EQ:IQ offer 50% off ALL BAGS? and their agatha has a much wider selection of accessories. oh, but they have WAY too many luxury shops all over the place. like coach is almost becoming a high street brand there; there's just so many outlets!!

the food's quite nice; but the variety is rather limited. like apart from their roasted meat and dim sum, i think that's about it. and most of it you can get it in sg. just that you might have to go to hotel restaurants or sth like that. oh and even for a complete carnivore like me, i got quite sicm of meat on the last day cause we have been eating NOTHING but roasted meat and dim sum and noodles.

generally, the ambience of the whole place was not very good. i think singaporeans are slightly friendlier and less stuckup ***(THIS IS JUST A RANDOM COMMENT, NO ILL INTENTIONS TARGETTED AT ANYONE)*** and the streets are definitely not clean, especially in the non CBD areas like kowloon etc. and even in hongkong island at causeway bay and central where all the high ends are supposedly located, the streets are not that fantastic either.

so apart from a major shopping spree (which could have been done in sg at slightly higher prices BUT without the airfare + airport taxes + lodging fare + insurance + slight disconfort), i dont think i'll want to go back there again..... not anytime soon anyway.

THIS JUST MAKES ME WANT TO GO TO TAIWAN MORE!!!!! ((:

and PS, my cam died on me 2 hours before we board the flight back home so i cant upload any photos for the time being><

2009-06-28T23:59:00.000-07:00

arghhh, i have to keep reminding myself that i still have a hkg shopping trip to look forward to, PLUS, my wardrobe and shoe racks and bag shelves are completely flooded. but i cant stop shopping!! oh no)):

is it very weird to wear heels to sch? cause i realise i have alot of leftover heels. from like events and impluse buys. and i cant stop loving them.

2009-06-23T12:14:00.000-07:00

it's weird, but when i first saw 修on 终极一家, i thought he looked like some long distant cousin of 曹格. LOL, but obviously not cause 修 is taiwanese luhh.

东城卫; but they dont have much songs out yet. A Chord is SUPER RETARDED!! ((:

修in his 呼延觉罗。修 character in 终极一家

three main leads in 终极一家((:

大东snoozing away while 修mugs hard..

than we have 曹格，SUPER SINGER.

oh and apparently NONO 主持曹格's first 校园演唱会。at that time no one knew who he was but NONO was still very nice to him. and was apparently the only 主持人that made an effort to ask him about his music and 介绍him to the audience and stuff.

2009-06-23T11:49:00.000-07:00

sudden kitty frenzy again